Do you Ever feel.....

Do you have that week, day, hour, year, where you just feel like everything is standing in your way? Do you ever feel like, no matter what you do, your life still sucks? Or how its going good then something happens that make your little happy bout go away?

That's most of that time with me. I don't know what to do or how to do it. I can just see how that day should be in my head, but when that day comes..... It's not as i hope it to be. That's life people tell me. If you want it to happen one way, it will the other way. Why?

No one knows why. Why is that? Can there be a day where i and other people like me, feel good? Yes and No I hear from the people I go for help for. No one knows how it really should be like. All we can do it hope.

Hope. Hope. And more hope. What is hope to someone with a  life just keeps on falling apart around them? There again, no one really knows. They are not you and you are not them. So how will they know how you feel or what you want a day to go like.

But that leaves the question, What Is Hope?

I've been told that's what you hold onto when your having a bad day, Or that it is something people come up with when they are braking down and there's no where to go. But what do you feel like,  day to day? Do you feel sad, mad, happy, or anything else?

If you do find out what you feel maybe then you could fix or keep how you live to that way you want it to be. Move away if where you live is not doing to for you. Go find that someone to have for your rest of your life with, or dump the one you have if they are not keeping you happy. There is a lot that you could do to keep yourself happy you just want to go out and do it.

But That's just me. Some kid with an ok life. just find what you love and show other people that you can do it with out any problems. Show people What you can do. Go out there and do what you want or just let yourself be the way you are. Just remember that no one can hold you down, your the one that is.